many of you know i never drink, rarely.
tonight i went to pick up my bag at dans
called numerous times, no answer,
drove by on the way to meet with brandi, and saw the light on.
like a creep i went to the door and steve let me in after i heard whispering
found dan in bed with leah aka heroin addict.
she was naked.
i asked where my stuff was, he said he smoked it,
and i socked him in the face so hard i scared myself... screamed FUCK YOU.
officially this bullshit is over. i figured for the past few days i was done,
but actually seeing it with my own eyes prooved it.
i stupidly went to the bar and drank a few jack and cokes,
vomited, more of the fact i saw that bitch naked,
and now i am home and everything is ringing in my ears.
i am reminded why i do not like to drink,
however the asshole smoked my shit.
and i kind of want to die right now.
i move to westland next month.
working til next fall
i will enroll at wayne states vet tech program,, all my gen eds are finished.
but, if i get excepted into TIGER FRIENDS in myrtle beach, i am out.
i am on call for 2 years , 247, to attend to:
tigers, ligers, lions, elephants, mandrills, monkeys, hawks, ant eaters, racoons, etc,
and it's basically a cult.
but to get away fot two years and quit smoking,
i think i will enjoy it.
i also get a free apartment, company car, and 100 bucks starting a week.
it really is "so me".
i also saw danny stratford last night and caught up with our lives, i miss the boy.
things have been so so so so so bad,
but for once,
i think they are moving in the right direction.
i'm going to bed.